2002-08-01 I wish
I wish I was 4 again. I'm being stupid and foolish again. I know I'm ridiculous. This week end I'm suppose to go to Le Grand Prix de Trois-Rivi�res with Nic. I said I'm suppose to, because I'm not even sure there'll be a ticket for me. Of course, Nic's got one because he's gonna sell glasses for Louis Garneau that day. Any way, I was so thrilled to go, but today...Today is different. Remember Kate, The random girl form TR? She was at Nic's party two weeks ago. Apparently I was kind of bitch with her and that's the reason why she left the party early and didn't come back on the next day... I don't understand why, I was so hard on her...why am I so jealous? I feel in competition with every girl Nic talks to... Maybe I'm mentally disturbed, maybe there is a treament for people like me... ;p Any way, I need to start behaving myself a little. Most of the time I speak my mind and I shoudn't. I end up hurting people's feelings and I don't like it.
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